Away from the drama 202 has given,
Break was much needed and it was great to be back in the 845.
Catching up with high school friends and
Drinking really good grape gingerale with the fam
Everyone was genuinely happy to be together
Forgot how much i really missed/loved everyone
Grateful for everything that i have
Hoping that nothing ever changes within our friend group
I pray that we all keep in touch
Just a random hello would do to
Keep the connections going
Long after college,
Marriage, and through life
Nothing will ever separate us
Overall, i really love you guys
Perhaps the best people that i know
Quite embarrassed because i feel like it’s one way sometimes
Regardless, i’ll always care.
So as we go back to school, remember
That ya’ll are always on my mind. it’s
Unlike anything i ever knew… good friends
Very good friends. even
With these times apart and separate
Xperiences, i hope that
You know i’ll always be your friend
ZEE end (heh)

truth is, i don’t want to go to school. i’m perfectly comfortable living at home. it’s the strangest thing ever— the things that happen in this household make me want to leave, and now that i am… i don’t want to… my mind is playing tricks on me.

truth is, i really am scared that i’m not going to make good friends. i love my friends now and appreciate everything about them. like i always say, “i learned how to love people.” partially, i’m too lazy to make friends but other than that i’m really really scared.

truth is, i will be going to church when i’m in school. hopefully, i like it there and feel at home. because quite frankly, i have no church here. i was kinda glad that i couldn’t go to church because of the storm. but i feel like it’s time for me to mature and grow spiritually too.